Wednesday, March 01, 2006

turning point

I felt it in the air last night as I walked out to do chores. It was in the lingering warmth of south facing walls, in the softness of the snow and the slickness of the ice; it was in the gentle breeze sending whispers through the lofty pines and in the rich smell of earth where the snow had melted away.

The spring thaw is coming. Winter is losing its grip.

Yesterday was warmer than it has been, with a high of nearly 30, but it's not just the weather patterns of daily highs and lows. The sun is rising higher in the sky, the light is more warming and intense, light streaks the eastern sky before I wake up and the last indigo of twilight lingers long past dinner.

All of these subtle changes are etched in my sensory memory, but it is the smell that I react to the most. Damp earth and white pine needles, minerals and decomposing leaves, the way the pine wood siding smells when the noonday sun hits it. It is the smell of life, turning, cycling, returning. It fills me with new life and new hope. It makes me want to run, to fill my lungs with this new life until they are burning inside, then collapse on a south facing hillside with my face to the sun, my eyes closed, bathing in the warmth that is so welcome because of its long absence.

Last night I walked out to the compost pile just after sunset, and I listened to the silence of the lavender sky, felt the chill on the blue snow. My mind tells me snow is white, but at that moment I trusted my eyes and saw pale aster blue reflecting a deeper blue in the air. I stood looking at all the life around me, the expectation, the anticipation. Spring is coming, as it will.

6 comments:

Nio said...

A month--or so-- ago I felt Spring on my neck. But the last two weeks have been winter. Bitter, cold, New Years type winter.

Tomorrow we're supposed to get more snow. We got a foot over the weekend while temps haven't been above 20 in two weeks. I'm hoping tomorrows snow will be the last of it and Earth will awaken.

It's my favorite time of year, as Earth comes alive. The smell of moist ground, the melting of snow, the rising of water, the lengthening of Sun. March is a time of hope and joy, of newness and rebirth.

In like a lion, out like a lamb. I think it's especially true this year.

Floridacracker said...

I think spring must be much more special in the land of ice and snow where the lines of demarcation between seasons are sharper.

Very nice post.

Girl Gone Gardening said...

I see I am not the only one to have noticed this! I wrote about the change, the sence, of spring in the are a few days ago :). glad I wasnt insane!

Trix said...

Beautifully written and resonant with anyone of the 4 seasons - we are always at the ready for the next one.

Rexroth's Daughter said...

This is beautifully written, Deb. We had spring temperatures too on Wednesday. Even had partly sunny skie. It was so warmly welcomed after the long, cold winter.

Dan Trabue said...

The bradford pears are spitting blooms out a bit today as the sun graces us with 60 degree weather.

I got dibs on spring!